I haven't been taking the time to write down my thoughts about what has been going on with me this past year. Pain has once again tried to become my constant lover, like it has in the past. This time I knew to back away from this relationship and this person immediately. I knew in my spirit to stay away from him.... The person that I thought I knew just does not even exist anymore. He made a choice to embrace the darkest side of his life. That made my season over with him. It is really something to watch a person fall and can't reach your hand out to catch them. Because you know they will just pull you down with them.... So I now embrace the future. I stand on what Grandmother Ellen would always say, "don't pickup what you can't put down" and "I love me!" It is time to do ART....
